Saturday, February 28, 2009
Wednesday, February 25, 2009
Monday, February 23, 2009
Sunday, February 22, 2009
Saturday, February 21, 2009
Thursday, February 19, 2009
took the bus this morning,
and i swear one of the guys next to me smelled like weeeeed !
it was either the cholo lookin' guy on my right,
or the little old man on my left.
got to work, and people liked my hairs (:
i got a "you look so seductive" and that was pretty cool.
even people i didn't know complimented my hair.
they're people who have been to the cafe and seen me.
other interesting things of the day:
a lady who was with her daughter gave me a tip and insisted that i take it, and when i tried to give it back to her she said:
"it's okay, we're canadian!"
haha she was so nice (:
she told me to put it in my pocket and keep it for myself
since we don't have a tip jar in the cafe.
also, a girl came into the cafe today.
she was walking around barefoot -____-
i don't know whyyyy.
but if that's what makes her happy, then good for her !
ran into some odd people today, but it was a good day (:
why would i want a bland day anyways ?!
life experiences, life experiences.
Tuesday, February 17, 2009
Monday, February 16, 2009
Sunday, February 15, 2009
Saturday, February 14, 2009
Friday, February 13, 2009
Thursday, February 12, 2009
Monday, February 9, 2009
Sunday, February 8, 2009
Saturday, February 7, 2009
Thursday, February 5, 2009
im just gonna blog sometimes.
came back home to walnut today,
walked in and gave my mom flowers for her beeday.
i got home JUST IN TIME to see the ending of CLICK.
"will you still love me in the morning?"
"forever and ever, babe"
you can imagine what happened after that.
anyways the week was good.
had a nice convo with mattyboo over the phone.
i called him, he didn`t call me (:
baha, LOVE YOU, MATTYBOO ! (:
mm and i enjoy your blogs..
very much so !
i will be getting me mac.
and all will be ten million times better than it is !
not that things are shitty (:
oh, you know whyyyy (:
Monday, February 2, 2009
i`m leaving this stupid stupid part of my life behind.
because i CAN`T BELIEVE that i was dumb enough
to think that you really loved me like you said you did
but i know now that everything you said, and everything you did was FAKE.
you are JUST LIKE all those other boys who break their promises
i didn`t think you were the type of guy who was capable of breaking hearts.
i thought that you were one of those few gentlemen left in the world
i thought that you were a GOOD GUY
and that you would never EVER hurt me
but ohhhhhhhhh fucking boy was i wrong.
oh, and guess what ?chivalry is dead.
and i know that, thanks in part, to you.
i have NO REASON AT ALL to believe that love exists anymore.
i doubt that i`ll be able to trust a guy again.
ALL THANKS TO YOU
i just WISH you knew how much you`ve hurt me
Sunday, February 1, 2009
no matter how hard i try to convince myself that i can give you time
or no matter how much i convince myself that i can move on,
it won`t ever work.
"you don`t even believe in love"
i did. i used to think it was real.
and i know that i love people.. its real for me.
but i don`t know if its possible for other people to be
telling the truth anymore when they say it.
according to you,
i never had any faith to begin with.
you know how you felt like you were never good enough for me ?
i think that it was really me never being good enough for you.
you don`t even know how angry i was last night.
i just wanted to kill a bitch, seriously.
but really, you don`t even know half of what happened last night.
i know you know that i was mad.
but did you even know that i cried my HEART and my EYES out last night ?
did you know that i tried to see you ?
i wanted to see you, to talk to you, and get everything straight.
but your good friends and mine helped me through it.
made me realize that talking to you in that state that i was in would be dumb.
but i was so ready to pour my heart out to you last night.
I WAS SO READY.
whatever, i`m pretty fucking frustrated with you right now.
really, when do i get to move on ?