i wish you could just GET ME. you don`t understandddd ! please respond to me at least. it`s like it goes straight through your head. have you checked out or something ? it`s not the same.. i don`t understand it. i REALLY don`t. i feel a little under-appreciated. sometimes i wish you read these. so maybe you could understand me. i tell you everything. tell you how i feel. it`s not easy for me. &when i spill my heart out to you, you just don`t say anything. NOTHING. you just disregard it.. like i said nothing at all to you. like what i said didn`t matter. what`s the point in trying to tell you anything anymore? if i tell you how i feel, i`m "attacking" you. WHAT`S THE POINT ??!

GOING BACK TO LA TONIGHT.
LIKE IT REALLY MATTER, RIGHT ?