sleepless

these are the things i wish i could tell you:
every time i text you, i wonder if you would have texted me first if i didnt.
every time i ask you to call, i wonder if you would automatically do it if i didnt ask you to.
i hate how i stayed up tonight until 1am just to hear your voice when you couldnt even
stand to talk to me for more than just 3 minutes.
i stay awake until 12 almost every single night just to hear your voice and to say goodnight,
but you hate it.
you know that i cant go to sleep without you, but you still try to get away without talking to me.
i wish you would just be there for me sometimes..
and you would let me be there for you instead of pushing me away.

so here`s to another sleepless night.