it's really over, isn't it?

at least i can say that 

i cried my hardest,

fought my hardest,

and tried my hardest.

i really thought that eventually, we could be okay again.

but i'm a stupid girl :/

i don't think that there's really anything i can do now

but hope and pray that one day everything will be fine.

can you believe i even thought we could be friends?

but now i see why people can't do it.

i can't be friends with you without wanting to be with you.

sorry, i'm retarded and i thought i could do it.

i'm staying in LA this weekend.

vday isn't my thing, guys.

i'd rather be left alone, i think.

but everyone should have a good juan.