sorry guys. you don`t have to read this ):

i am so sick and tired of thinking about you.

but i can`t stop myself, and it freaking sucks.

i seriously wish that eternal sunshine were a real thing.

that way, i would totally erase you from my memory.

you don`t realize that the reason i`m so angry..

the reason i talk shit and you don`t

is because YOU are the one who broke MY HEART.

you`re the one who left me, remember ?

if you can recall,

getting left behind by the person you love

HURTS LIKE HELL.

realize that the reason i`m sad is YOU.

so don`t wonder why i am so hurt.

don`t wonder why i say all of these things.

don`t wonder why i am so angry and bitter.

you, of all people, SHOULD KNOW why

after all, you did it.

you REALLY DON`T know how this feels,

SO DON`T YOU DARE JUDGE ME.

don`t think that you know im feeling.

if you loved someone,

and fought your hardest until you were stopped from fighting anymore,

you would be emotionally drained too.

you wouldn`t be able to function.

and please don`t tell me to "have a nice life"

after every argument.

because, clearly, i can`t have that right now.

because even though everyone knows, as well as i know, that i can do better,

i don`t want to do better.

it`s stupid because i won`t do what`s best for me.

i really need to learn how to get over you.

i`m angry, so let me talk my shit:

you think that you're so fucking cool

with that camera that doesn`t even belong to you.

its your dad's.

you still really disgust me.

i can`t believe what you did.

and i can`t believe who you are now.

you think that it`s my fault people dislike you ?

NO, you did that on your own.

i didn`t tell you leave me.

i didn`t tell you to put a picture of a porn star up on your myspace.

i didn`t tell you to be a freaking jerk.

you did that ALL on your own.

i hope you don`t go to the strip club now too.

ughh