lots has gone on since the last blog.

too much has gone on, that i can't really remember.

some days are good, and some are bad.

things are slowly getting better,

and I`M slowly getting better

although i still wish things were the way they used to be.

i got my DLAND pass last night,

and went to lauren's house (:

which was awkward for everyone at first,

but things improved, thank goodness.

i figured out that i`m taking the next quarter off

so once i`m done after these three weeks,

i`m off for about 16 weeks.

good right? but i need to find a new job.

unless i wanna stay in LA :/

i don't wanna, but we'll see.

my parents gave away my dog this morning,

without telling me to come back home.

i didn't even get to say goodbye,

and when i realized he was gone this morning,

i cried about it ):

i love you, puppy !

and i miss you !

i hope he has a nicer home with new owners.

and even though he isn't ours anymore,

i'd rather have him that way than ignored at the pound ):

some feelings returned last night for a bit,

but i cant let things get to me.

can't give myself any false hope.

it was nice though.

and i think i found myself a new pong partner

mmmmmaybe

just like his fave quote for the night,

"life is rough"