ohhhhhhh, i really really wonder.

and i hate that i wonder ):

but i'll take what i can get, and i know that the best i can get is something like a mutual friendship.

i'm okay though, cause it's a lot better than nothing.

i missed you terribly,

but friday was nice.

reality is hitting me in the head,

and i know i should get back to it instead of daydreaming all day long.

i recently realized that i'm kind of a huge day dreamer :/

it's good, but not good for me.

i need to realize that nothing will happen,

i need to stop getting my hopes up,

i need to stop believing that for some odd reason,

you will want to come back.

i know i sound like a crazy, so i'll stop.

don't screw up the best thing in your life

just because you're a little bit unsure of who you are.