confusion ?

real life makes me nervous.

it's scary.

i'm a little bit confused.

with everyone and everything.

it's hard to decipher between what relationships are real and unreal

and who will really be there for you.

(and im not just talking about the special someone kind)

it's hard to tell whether someone wants you

for always, or just for the moment.

i wish i were a fictional character in a romance novel.

it would be complicated, i know..

but in the end, i would be okay.

but for now, in real life, i don't know that ill be okay.

i wanna fall hopelessly and utterly in love again.

i wanna be head over heals for someone who feels the same about me.

it hurts to know that i had it, and it just disappeared.

it's hard to find someone when you're looking for THE ONE.

i know i'm young, but i want something special.

i don't want to mess around with boys and stuff.

i want THE BOY.

but we all know that won't happen ha.

ohwell, i guess ill stick to dreaming.