Monday, February 2, 2009

one of the last times

i won`t be blogging here very much anymore.
i`m leaving this stupid stupid part of my life behind.
because i CAN`T BELIEVE that i was dumb enough
to think that you really loved me like you said you did
but i know now that everything you said, and everything you did was FAKE.
you are JUST LIKE all those other boys who break their promises
i didn`t think you were the type of guy who was capable of breaking hearts.
i thought that you were one of those few gentlemen left in the world
i thought that you were a GOOD GUY
and that you would never EVER hurt me
but ohhhhhhhhh fucking boy was i wrong.
oh, and guess what ?chivalry is dead.
and i know that, thanks in part, to you.

i have NO REASON AT ALL to believe that love exists anymore.
i doubt that i`ll be able to trust a guy again.
ALL THANKS TO YOU

i just WISH you knew how much you`ve hurt me

2 comments:

eric said...

like i said. guys lie to their friends and tell them they're not in love. they dont usually lie and tell them they are. that lie they save for the girls.

ronylynmonis said...

love exists. you just have to go
through everything that's NOT love
to realize what real love is. you'll
find it. it'll be worth it too. you deserve
the best, don't ever settle for less. :]
feel better. hate to see you sad.
i'm your boyfriend remember ? ;] ;] hhah