cutting myself off

"all this time i was wasting

hoping you would come around.

i've been giving out chances every time

and all you do is let me down."

i dont wanna hurt anymore.

it's not fair

that im feeling this way

and that you're doing perfectly fine without me.

it's not fair that i gave you my all

and i got nothing in return.

what do i deserve after loving him more than anything?

NOTHING WHATSOEVER.

i get left behind.

flashback:

went to LACMA today

the last time i was at the LACMA,

i got yelled at.

"FUCK YOU!"

im pretty much miserable.

id like to be left alone for now.

phone off.

don't try to reach me.