i can't fall out of love

i can't fall out of love.

so what the heck am i supposed to do ?

i hate hanging on to something that won't work..

something i know you don't want or need to work.

and i hate that i can't control myself.

i guess i'm back to feeling shitty ?

i really shouldn't be, but it hurts me just as much.

because now i REALLY can't stop wondering.

i should be happy with what i have, right?

but i'm not.

i'm a little confused.

but it's probably just me overreacting.

i wanna ask,

but i don't wanna chase you away.

i can't get that other thought out of my head.

it's really almost killing me.

i wish i could tell, but it would do no good.

i finished my homework before midnight today,

FOR ONCE,

and now i can't even sleep.