why'd you have to go and turn to ice?

"dont worry if you are feeling blue. emotions should be respected, not suppressed."

correct, so why am i not allowed to express my emotions ?

i shouldn't be so scared to show my friends how i really feel..

or anyone else how i really feel.

but i don't wanna be a debbie downer.

this is difficult ):

anywho, feeling  a little bit better today.

also, last night was kinda good (:

but yeah, today at work i had fun with carla and justin (:

quite a few good laughs.

i got a nice long 8 hour shift today, and will probably get another tomorrow unless they don't need me anymore.

after work, ill see if i can get a ride home..

maybe, hopefully ):

i dont know though.. i sort of like relaxing in LA

without any distractions..

the only bad part about it is the loneliness every now and then.

more lyrics that relate:

"what i mean is all i need is

just a little emotion

cause all i see is you not feeling

and you're giving me nothing nice

i tried to do you right

why'd you have to go and turn to ice?"

by that i mean:

i wish i could see a little bit more emotion from you.

you make it look so easy to just forget everything.

and i really tried giving you my all..

and now it's just nothing.

im not depressed.

im just thinking !