blog #2 of today

so today, while i was sitting in church,
i realized how much i miss you.
and i pictured seeing you again.
i think that if we were on good terms,
i would run to you and give you a big hug.
maybe even jump on you
i`m so gay, huh ?
i think that even if we`re on good terms when i see you,
i still might cry, but they would be the happy kind of tears.
ugh, i AM gay lol.
so, i came to the conclusion that
I REALLY EFFING MISS YOU.
but i`m not going to cry about it.
i`ll wait til that day when i see you comes.
"if it happens. it happens."
i can try to wait it out