so here's MY post

so over 3 days, i`ve had 9 dreams of you
yeup, 9 !
counting the 2 new ones i had last night
and probably more that i just can`t remember.
i hate waking up realizing that we`re not together all over again
and again and again
i hate dreaming dreams that i know won`t come true.
dreams are so tricky, so deceiving, so REAL
but fake.

it feels like it`s been forever
but i realize that it`s only been a little over 2 weeks.
if i can`t deal with 2 weeks, how am i supposed to deal with the rest of my life ?
what the fuckkkk.
i am so tired of thinking.
i`m tired of hoping.
but i can`t help holding on.

i`m weak
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