so many times i have heard "you can do better anyways"
or "it will get easier as the days go by" (or something along those lines.)
but none of those seem true for me.
i don`t want to believe them
or i don`t feel like they apply.
but i think that you`ll get over me faster.
so i guess i`ll just have to force myself.

i wonder if you even read these.
or if you even know that i have one.

aside from the sadness,
my friends keep me sane (:
it`s been a fun-filled week with them.
seriously, they help me out so much.
i am so so so thankful for having them in my life.
but it`s not over yet
because tonight we go clubbing (:
happy pun, here i come.

i hope