every time i hear a stupid car exhaust, i think that it's you.
or at least i hope that it is.
but of course it wouldn't be.
i saw you today.
for a quick second.
to give you your jacket, the kanye cd, and the thing i bought you.
i wish you actually wanted to be there.
i wish that our hug coulda been longer.
i wish that you would talk to me.
i wish you kissed me on the lips instead of the forehead.
i wish you wanted me back.
so after your visit, i sat in the bathroom, on the floor, for a good 10 minutes.

what am i going to do without you ?