satisfaction

here you go, james.
this is a SEMI-HAPPY blog.
haha that`s the best i can do.

i was weak AGAIN
and i texted.
I GAVE IN.
im sorry -____-
everyone tells me not to
but i can`t help it !
at least it went well !
.. uh sorta.

but i should be satisfied with what i can get.
at least you speak to me, finally.
better than nothing
WAY BETTER THAN NOTHING.
now, act like you like it
at least.
haha hmm
but it did make me smile a little bit (:
and i usually don`t smile
..lately

one day everything will be okay.
i just don`t know if that will be any time soon !
so for now, FML (:
sorry, james haha