i watched bride wars yesterday
as funny as it was, i cried.
because i am weak
i`m a wimp.
i couldn`t help but think about our future that we planned going down the drain.
every single thought about our future made its way back to my memory.
and, fuck, it hurt.

seeing you for just a few seconds
made my day a little bit better.
it felt so good just to hold you.
some of my clothes smell like you
i`m a hot mess.
but i`ll hold my tears back