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i hate getting that feeling when it seems like my whole body is going numb. when i see something related to that special someone i had feelings for, my heart sinks all the way down to my toes. i have to take a deep breathe, just to remember that it is not the end of the world. and although it may make me want to cry, i hold back my tears and remember that it is not worth it anymore. i can't live in the past any longer. but it is ALWAYS easier said than done. baby steps.