it honestly just makes me so angry some days. that he didn't really give it a chance to let things get better. as soon as things got bad, he was always the first to give up. if i wasn't funny/happy/smiling pun, he didn't want me. i wasn't enough, i suppose. there are so many mean and angry things that i could say right now, but im trying to hold back. ughhh dfhlkjdhglkghkaejv. i dont want to love him anymore, it isnt fair.