Wednesday, June 9, 2010

6 9 10

someone tweeted about moving out today, and then all of a sudden i got the feeling of nostalgia. i went back real quick to the night before i moved to la. two years ago around this same date. spent the entire day with my someone special. cried, even though we didnt think we would. those were the days where we thought that we could make a "long distance relationship" work out. it was crazy. for a second, i felt the happiness of being with him again.. while we were sad together. we didnt think it'd end. but it did for a reason. and it's okay now. im okay now. it was just really weird getting that feeling all over again even though it was just a quick trip down memory lane. i almost cant remember how it was to be with him and how much i loved him. feels like it was forever ago.

6 comments:

Lucy R said...
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Lucy R said...

I cant wait to feel that way someday.

Catherine said...

This may sound creepy, but I just went through your posts and I KNOW EXACTLY HOW YOU FEEL. I am so sorry for you. I don't know what happened but your emotions are almost identical to mine. I wish I could offer you any form of advice or tell you it will get better, but I don't know. Your blog and your posts have helped me because I see that my feelings aren't abnormal. Well, mine may be a little bit strange: my ex-boyfriend and I broke up in February of 2006. I can't move on, and my feelings are still strong. I think the issue is that we go to the same university and I always see him.

GOOD LUCK! I love your blog.

michaela said...

Wow, I'm glad I decided just to skip dating! It sounds like a lot of breaking! I'm so sorry!

Pati said...

I a so glad it is getting easier. I know exactly how you feel. Heartbreak is Heartbreak.
Take Care,
Pati

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