i have too many questions

another day
i wish i knew how you felt
do you feel the same way i do ?
or is it the complete opposite for you ?
what happened to being best friends ?
and you being there for me no matter what ?
yes, our love life ended,
but did our friendship have to go down with it ?
i wish that you read these blog entries,
and you would understand how badly i`m hurting.
every day is a different emotion.
i`m either doing perfectly fine,
or crying my eyes out.

wish i knew your schedule every day like i used to.
wish i talked to you every night like we used to.
wish i could still hold you like i used to.
wish i could play with your hair like i used to.
wish i could just sit there staring at you like i used to.

i hardly know anything about your life right now.
i feel like i don`t know you anymore.
and it scared me